antifortress
Member
Greetings,
An introduction... I am really terrible with these.
30 minutes later...
I am a 29 year old guy from Mumbai, India. I have been without friends for most of my adult life now. And at this point I fear I always will be.
The coping mechanism that I seemed have developed to deal with this is to completely engross myself with work. I go into these cycles where the only breaks that I give myself are eating and sleeping. I work in software and this type of thing is not unusual, and the people around me are generally pleased to see me working hard.
This goes on for weeks and months sometimes, until I just get tired of all the running. At which point I take some days off work and brood. The brooding only restarts the cycle of desperation that I should not be wasting time. And I am soon back at the desk ..
The last few years have completely zoomed past me, and I think if I don't do something soon, I am going to be too old to do anything about it.
-a
An introduction... I am really terrible with these.
30 minutes later...
I am a 29 year old guy from Mumbai, India. I have been without friends for most of my adult life now. And at this point I fear I always will be.
The coping mechanism that I seemed have developed to deal with this is to completely engross myself with work. I go into these cycles where the only breaks that I give myself are eating and sleeping. I work in software and this type of thing is not unusual, and the people around me are generally pleased to see me working hard.
This goes on for weeks and months sometimes, until I just get tired of all the running. At which point I take some days off work and brood. The brooding only restarts the cycle of desperation that I should not be wasting time. And I am soon back at the desk ..
The last few years have completely zoomed past me, and I think if I don't do something soon, I am going to be too old to do anything about it.
-a
I look forward to seeing you around!
