Samelson03
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Hi, everyone. My name is Steven. I'm a 23 year old who suffers from depression, anxiety and panic attacks. My suffering started after I graduated from high school in 2009. I was never popular in high school. I had many acquaintance and two close friends. I cut one of them out my life because I realized the one friend was a terrible person/friend. My other friend is like a brother to me but I don't see him enough. My cousin who I kind of see as a brother is also dear to my heart but I sometimes question our friendship. Loneliness is what is eating me alive. I see a therapist and a psychiatrist pretty daily. I'm on different medication to help cause the anxiety and depression as well.
I was in a behavioral health unit a few years back because I told my therapist I was very suicidal and had a plan and tried to kill myself but couldn't do it. I was in there for only a day because they didn't see me as a risk to myself or others. I was doing well for a long time but within the last year or so everything came back. I have my good days and bad days.
I should also mention I am a college drop-out and have never had a job. So, pretty much I do absolutely nothing worthwhile. I'm very a-social so I spend almost all my time alone in my room and it's destroying me. I'm so used to this lifestyle that is is so hard to get out of it.
I apologize for this long post but I just wanted to share my life you folks.
I was in a behavioral health unit a few years back because I told my therapist I was very suicidal and had a plan and tried to kill myself but couldn't do it. I was in there for only a day because they didn't see me as a risk to myself or others. I was doing well for a long time but within the last year or so everything came back. I have my good days and bad days.
I should also mention I am a college drop-out and have never had a job. So, pretty much I do absolutely nothing worthwhile. I'm very a-social so I spend almost all my time alone in my room and it's destroying me. I'm so used to this lifestyle that is is so hard to get out of it.
I apologize for this long post but I just wanted to share my life you folks.