dido
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hello everyone my name is Dido, f, philippines, just turned 23 today, and i always feel a little weird whenever birthday turns up...anxiety, birthday blues? Anyway i'm more of a loner than lonely, although loneliness and depression are no strangers to me.
My depression started when i was 12, not sure how and why it started but since then it's given me a feeling of desolation and impending doom. When i'm in my good days i'm a carefree, well meaning person without dark undertones. I love nature, and going out for a hike or whatever activities that let me in touch with nature give of freshness and joy. And being a loner by nature, i prefer my own company over others. Always keeping things to myself, not getting used to around many people make it difficult to form bonds with other people, and even keeping up on a normal conversation, and it's especially hard to share my thoughts and emotions to someone, even they,re my own family. It's frustrating, as well as disappointing... Made me think i'm not normal but i keep on trying, however cold it is to some. I have few close friends, never been in a relationship; i know i need to interact with others more from all walks of life... It seems that the internet is a good place to start.
Detachment and simplicity are two things i'm trying to achieve in life, that is, finding contentment and peace on what i have and making the most of the moment.
That's it for now and i hope we'll meet down the road.
Fare meeting you well, good people, and have a nice day.
My depression started when i was 12, not sure how and why it started but since then it's given me a feeling of desolation and impending doom. When i'm in my good days i'm a carefree, well meaning person without dark undertones. I love nature, and going out for a hike or whatever activities that let me in touch with nature give of freshness and joy. And being a loner by nature, i prefer my own company over others. Always keeping things to myself, not getting used to around many people make it difficult to form bonds with other people, and even keeping up on a normal conversation, and it's especially hard to share my thoughts and emotions to someone, even they,re my own family. It's frustrating, as well as disappointing... Made me think i'm not normal but i keep on trying, however cold it is to some. I have few close friends, never been in a relationship; i know i need to interact with others more from all walks of life... It seems that the internet is a good place to start.
Detachment and simplicity are two things i'm trying to achieve in life, that is, finding contentment and peace on what i have and making the most of the moment.
That's it for now and i hope we'll meet down the road.
Fare meeting you well, good people, and have a nice day.