I am new...and I thought I had a lot to say. And I typed paragraphs to give you all an understanding of who I am...but when you feel lonely, there are no words to express or can make some one else understand. It's not even comforting that other people feel this way. I wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone. I just happened to find this site this morning. I have been crying the last few days. This is crucial because of a suicide attempt I had a few years ago. While that thought has not crossed my mind to try again, I am just trying to do something before it gets to that point. I am sick of crying. I just don't know how to stop now. I cried for a month straight before I tried to kill myself. I often wonder if it's genetic. I never quite feel like I fit in anywhere. It's funny that I have a close knit family that loves me unconditionally and a daughter, and I don't feel empty, but I feel lonely. I know it seems like I have no reason to be on here, but I am truly and deeply lonely. thank you for all who took the time to read this. I am at least happy there is a place for this.