Because I'm lonley

[Depressedology]

When I cry I wipe all my tears because i’m lonely
When I write I burn all my pages because i’m lonely
When I’m in fear I don’t have who calms me down except me.
When I’m in love I wait my heart to lose its heat before me.
When I’m down I take all pain, and it hurts me
When I’m sad I hug myself, but it doesn’t help me

I don’t need another reason; it’s an irony.
No matter how I think about myself, i’m lonely.
I can’t find enough desire to know why.. i’m lonely.
I’m just lonely, it's not about you; it’s about me.
I don’t have hope like I do before because i’m lonely.
wonder what hope I want from lone nights to bring me.

 

[evanescencefan91]

aww how beautifully melancholy

*hugs*

i like it, i hope things get better

 

[samba101]

I hardly ever read anything from the express yourself forum but that was great.

 

[Depressedology]

Thanks evanescence, Thanks samba. You let me keep going with your comment.
That's exactly how I feel. when I get misunderstood from others, desperate trying to fix my way, and .. like eventually getting tired