its chinese spring festival now.i went back to my hometown, met the old friends.we talked, we went out for fun, we drunk, i didnt remember what we said, i just feel sad. when we said goodbye to each other,i feel a broken life.
these friends,they r like flowers which ever companied with me in the old days,and then ,the wind, blow them away,they r in different places,living the different life.
im a bit scared about my feeling.i dont know y im so lonely. i push those friends away, but i also really like them. its so weird.
i dont know y i want to cry now.its just a kind of desperation. i know i should open my heart, but i still hurry to my room ,stay alone.