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... many years ago... right after my father left us for good. I decided to skip my first senior day of school. I had no one to skip with so I didnt really go anywhere... just to the mall where i walked aorund in circles for half the day and played at the arcade. I hung out att he local videogame store... cuz thats what losers do anyways. So I did it too. I skipped a few more days and this time i stole my mothers creditcard.... and just did stupid things like eat and drink crap while I hung out with noone. It had been about 3 weeks into my skipping spree and it didnt see any sign of stopping. Eventually I stole about $700 from my mom and it didnt go unnoticed. It may not be a huge number for you.. but for us things were and still are tight. $700 is a lot of money,Especially when i spent almost all of it on crappy videogames so selfishfully. This went on for most of the school year, it wasnt untill right after summer that my mom found out that I Wasnt going to school at all and at the same time that I was stealing her money to throw away during one of the hardest time of our lives..... I gotta live with that.
I love my mom .. and she loves me... and like me she has nobody. So we share our loneliness. It makes things easier and harder at the same time. When it rains it pours and our misery sometimes compounds and does us no good... yes the only thing that makes it barable is eachother. She is ill.. she is old.... but she is not a broken woman. Her spirit is such that anyone else sitting next to her feels broken in comparison, even myself. You have to be thankfull for what you have.... and so I am. I gotta live with that too.
For the people that really have nothing...
We are all searching together. Even if we are miles apart. this place is proof of that. You can make somehting out of nothing.
I love my mom .. and she loves me... and like me she has nobody. So we share our loneliness. It makes things easier and harder at the same time. When it rains it pours and our misery sometimes compounds and does us no good... yes the only thing that makes it barable is eachother. She is ill.. she is old.... but she is not a broken woman. Her spirit is such that anyone else sitting next to her feels broken in comparison, even myself. You have to be thankfull for what you have.... and so I am. I gotta live with that too.
For the people that really have nothing...
We are all searching together. Even if we are miles apart. this place is proof of that. You can make somehting out of nothing.