Musicman
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From day one, college has been incredibly lonely for me. This summer has been ok because I've seen my best friends (usually they are away), but school (going into 4th out of 5 years) has always kicked my ass. Last year was particularly bad, when I made a close friend, then lost her due to drama on her end (she has an abusive boyfriend and I make him jealous). I have to deal with seeing her around school every day.
I cannot shake the inevitable feeling of dread that this semester will be as bad, or even worse than the previous ones. Obviously my priority is study, but the feeling of loneliness can be dehabilitating. I know that going in with this bleak outlook could make a self-fulfilling prophecy, but I have no idea how to convince myself otherwise.
I cannot shake the inevitable feeling of dread that this semester will be as bad, or even worse than the previous ones. Obviously my priority is study, but the feeling of loneliness can be dehabilitating. I know that going in with this bleak outlook could make a self-fulfilling prophecy, but I have no idea how to convince myself otherwise.