cool_breeze
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Hello people. I am not sure how much more disappointment I can take. I think Spectacles and some others on here understand what I mean. I'm late 20s and all I ask is a good companion to go through life with and some decent work. These things seem to be eluding me my whole life no matter what I do. If you met me you would think I was completely normal, no problems at all really, and in fact I get a fair amount of compliments. I like talking to people and interacting. I just want things to stick to me. Everything seems so fleeting. Life is just too disappointing. Maybe it's the family I was born into. I know there are plenty of people with good lives who didn't have great families though and mine wasn't that bad. I just feel like I can't take any more disappointment. Hell I'm able bodied, smart, people say I'm good looking. But it's like none of it even matters. I guess I'm still fairly young. I just want to snap into my groove. It always seems like everyone knows exactly what they want to be doing all the time. Why don't I feel like that? I'm a free thinker, maybe too independent? Sometimes things are just better when I do them myself. I like the way I do a lot of things. I sure wish I had a close companion to do that stuff with though and could get some good work too not just pay the bills... :/ I'm really quite disappointed. I always seem to have to make due with less. I don't want to do it anymore, especially when I really DO have a lot to offer. It's just not finding it's place... :/ I'm never the guy who catches any breaks it seems...