LoneKiller
Well-known member
Since I've joined this forum, I've read some very sad posts from members who are suffering so much inside, yet summon the goodness in themselves to help others with their pain. Which is awesome.
What I am curious to know is, does anyone alter who they are irl for the sole purpose of impressing others to gain acceptance from them? The reason I'm asking is because I used to do that a long time ago, and all it did was complicate my life causing me to be 2 different people which means trying to keep up with the lifestyles of these 2 different personalities, and eventually lost control and labeled as a liar.
I just want to say that doing what I did, you will only end up hurting yourself and others that you interact with. Living a lie. From this experience, I've learned that doing so is very hard on your psyche, and may hinder your efforts to get well with yourself. I don't want anyone here to have to live like that, so I'm hoping that none of you are.
My real name is Jason. "LoneKiller" is also "Jason". Because of my honesty
about who I really am and how I live, it tends to make other members a little suspicious with feelings that I have my own personal agenda. This is simply not true. It's important to me that you guys understand that I don't have an agenda, but I understand if you think I do.
God Bless.
LK
What I am curious to know is, does anyone alter who they are irl for the sole purpose of impressing others to gain acceptance from them? The reason I'm asking is because I used to do that a long time ago, and all it did was complicate my life causing me to be 2 different people which means trying to keep up with the lifestyles of these 2 different personalities, and eventually lost control and labeled as a liar.
I just want to say that doing what I did, you will only end up hurting yourself and others that you interact with. Living a lie. From this experience, I've learned that doing so is very hard on your psyche, and may hinder your efforts to get well with yourself. I don't want anyone here to have to live like that, so I'm hoping that none of you are.
My real name is Jason. "LoneKiller" is also "Jason". Because of my honesty
about who I really am and how I live, it tends to make other members a little suspicious with feelings that I have my own personal agenda. This is simply not true. It's important to me that you guys understand that I don't have an agenda, but I understand if you think I do.
God Bless.
LK