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Animelover10102
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I live with a clean-freak, and it's my grandma. And let me tell you, it is the most annoying thing to live with. Don't get me wrong, I like a clean house as much as the next person, but every. single. time. she comes home, she begins nagging, and that nagging doesn't stop until she leaves.
I'm a clean-freak too, but I'm a lazy one. Whenever I clean, my OCD kicks in as well, and if those salt and pepper shakers aren't next to each other, lined up, handles facing the same direction, I will fly across the room to do just that. But I don't go and be boisterous about it. I don't constantly nag people with my cleanliness.
Just today, I went downstairs to talk to my grandpa, and BAM, my grandma interrupts saying how since it's summer, we need a "cleaning" schedule and stay on top of cleaning. And then my grandpa decided to join in with yelling at me. Wth? This school year has been particularly stressful for me. We had to move out and move in with her, since we don't have enough money to buy our own house, the house is full with dogs, a cat, and almost 10 people. It's difficult to stay on top of cleaning when you have that many living things in a house. I thought that maybe I could get a bit of a break this summer, but nope. Never. My stress levels are so high, I'm surprised it hasn't killed me yet. I'm clenching my jaw so hard it hurts, I can't stay asleep, or focus on one thing for a certain period of time, it screwed up my speech because I'm starting to slur words now, and I don't even care anymore. I'm basically not taking care of my body like I should. I can't even enjoy things I like anymore. Going out? Nope. Reading? Nope. Drawing? Nope.
I'm surprised no one has noticed how stressed I am. Whenever someone like my grandma begins talking to me, my happiness goes straight out the door, and I swear, I get the most annoyed, and angry looked on my face, all while staying silent, so I don't start cussing her out. I'm good at staying silent, but I don't know how much longer I can do that, because I have a feeling I'm going to go berserk soon.
I'm a clean-freak too, but I'm a lazy one. Whenever I clean, my OCD kicks in as well, and if those salt and pepper shakers aren't next to each other, lined up, handles facing the same direction, I will fly across the room to do just that. But I don't go and be boisterous about it. I don't constantly nag people with my cleanliness.
Just today, I went downstairs to talk to my grandpa, and BAM, my grandma interrupts saying how since it's summer, we need a "cleaning" schedule and stay on top of cleaning. And then my grandpa decided to join in with yelling at me. Wth? This school year has been particularly stressful for me. We had to move out and move in with her, since we don't have enough money to buy our own house, the house is full with dogs, a cat, and almost 10 people. It's difficult to stay on top of cleaning when you have that many living things in a house. I thought that maybe I could get a bit of a break this summer, but nope. Never. My stress levels are so high, I'm surprised it hasn't killed me yet. I'm clenching my jaw so hard it hurts, I can't stay asleep, or focus on one thing for a certain period of time, it screwed up my speech because I'm starting to slur words now, and I don't even care anymore. I'm basically not taking care of my body like I should. I can't even enjoy things I like anymore. Going out? Nope. Reading? Nope. Drawing? Nope.
I'm surprised no one has noticed how stressed I am. Whenever someone like my grandma begins talking to me, my happiness goes straight out the door, and I swear, I get the most annoyed, and angry looked on my face, all while staying silent, so I don't start cussing her out. I'm good at staying silent, but I don't know how much longer I can do that, because I have a feeling I'm going to go berserk soon.