I think depression and isolation wears on people. Too much thinking.
Being less active gets a person to be lazy. It's a cycle that feeds on itself.
When i was in my teens and early 20's. I party hard. I was never a loner
nor spent much time alone. Good times and bad times. Relationship
troubles. No shortage of women chasing me or taking me home to
love me back to life..
I also got clean and sober in my ealry 20's. Settle down. Raised children.
Had a career...All that good honeysuckle of whatever the fresia a good man ought to
be. I lived like that for almost 20's of my life. messed and slept in the same
bed with 1 woman for over a decade. Paying all the mother fucken bills
or whatever the fresia responsiblilties I had as a productive member of society
or a provider of a family and home.
Good times and bad times. The stress from my job and rasing a teenager
made me feel mother fucken old...As alway, a woman will always tell me
she'll love me forever and it aint about the money.
We dont fresia.We make love, blah...blah...blah.
The last 2 years of my life had been a crazy journey.
The things i would do for love.
Well....
Like they say...you're 40's are like your 20's.
It's not that I havnt messed 19 year olds before or havnt done threesomes.
Its being 45 and ******* 20s yr olds and still getting a couple of them sametime.
It makes me feel young.lol I still gat tit
Like the song say...Aint talkin about love.
Either that or send me a fucken angel.
My youngest daughter is 22. my eldest is turning 24.
So whatever the hell how Im suppost to wrap that honeysuckle around
my heart and head about ******* women younger than my duaghters.
Sassy is 42. I totally love her. But the cards, numbers, and the colure of the fucken moon is out of alignement..
Idfk...I dont have all the answers....
I had plenty of young people tell me to grow the fresia up..
ERRR?????,.....bless thier ignorant souls.
What i do know is.
Isolation leads to depression. I can only stair at the 4 fucken walls for so
long until I feel like honeysuckle...lol
K...if god would grant me my hopes and dreams.
If the mother fucken stars would just line the fucke up.
I'd gladly take Sassy back.
Until then young crazy bitches that just wanna fresia, have fun and get me to spend
my money are going to have to do.
We just fresia and she likes to spend money.lol
It's like wow man...look at these crazy cards thats being delt to me today.
I aint looking at them too **** straigth....A pair of Queens.
I wonder if they'll look any different if i held them upside down???lmao
When Im 90 yr old...I'll probably still be joggin.(against the mother fucken wind)lmao
I can look back and say....Yeap, I had my fair share of titays.
Of course there's more to life than titays. Then again..You hAVNT LIVED until you get some titays.lol