XspydurX
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I just got off the phone with my boyfriend & I don't know exactly how I should feel. Everything is just fine between us but...He's disappointed. It's not because I cheated or anything, I'm way too loyal & full of love for him to do anything of the sort (it happened to me & hurt like hell, & I'd never put someone I loved in that situation). It wasn't because I flirted w/ another guy...Usually I am not a extra super-duper flirt any way because I am a bit reserved (always have been, don't know why, hope nothings wrong w/ it). The reason I think he is disappointed is...well...sex. I told him I was uncomfortable with it & he got disappointed. He sounded extremely sad when I told him I didn't really feel comfortable with him talking about it with me, or saying too many sexual things to me. I feel like I am letting him down & I don't know why I feel so bad. At the same time, however, I feel like I am kind of hurting him to he point where he wouldn't want to be w/ me. I am already a very unexperienced gal, & I am the first ''fresh'' girl he's ever been with. I don't get why some guys get so upset when I let them know how I feel about sex. I don't know what to do & I really don't understand why it hurts his feelings when I get uncomfortable in certain situations. BTW, We are in a long-distance relationship at the moment. He's in a different state than I, but he'll be returning to Georgia soon for college & we hope to meet each other. I just hope when we meet I am not disappointed.