Dreams of past anxieties and hurts

[Ghost Boy]

Hello. It's been a while since I lasted posted on the forum. Anyway I like to talk about what's been going with me. Ever since I graduated high school I've been dreams of me being back in one of my old schools or in some type of school setting. In this dream I'm usually in a class or going to class. I'm either getting picked on by old tormentors or other kids I don't even know. It's usually about my looks(being called ugly, fat etc.). I looked up about these types of dreams and it's supposedly about past anxieties and they usually come up when I'm starting have to similar feelings. I also think it's reflection of maybe low-self esteem. But I'm not too sure on this.

What are y'all guys thoughts on this?

 

[Ak5]

It was a terrible experience and you still haven't let go of it.

Let go and move on.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

it's like snow ball rolling down hill effects.
Once youre the snow bALL (current mood) gains momentum and snow, it'll
split into two.

The second snow ball represent you're past anxities.

Then you have two snowballs going down the fucken hill...which will cause
you to feel very depressed....

Ok...we all have a sort of a built in Ipod in our fucken brAIn.
HaVE you notice sometimes you hear a song over and over again in your head tha'll
pop into your head sometimes? MaYbe someone hummm it or something triggered
your memory bank...

Experts dont really knows exactly in your memory bank those data gets stored.
They do acknowlege flashback gets triggered.

Your pains or turama is stored in your brain.

So in a way...Letting go, drop it or dont figure that honeysuckle out anymore is the remedy.
What this will do is stop your brain from going into a cycle of triggering pains
or reliving the pains.

It dose help to know that someone loves you or they understand while youre
feeling down. I go through the samething becuase I was abused and bullied
really bad as a kid. My daughter gose through the samething. She was builled
very very bad when she was growing up. Poeple used to pick on her and tell
her she was ugly.

She's very very beautiful and have good self esteem.
but from time to time she'll relasped into a deep depression and
all those old negative feelings gets retriggered again.

Here's a pic of her.

 

[Ghost Boy]

Yeah I say after all that time it still affects in some way. But I am trying to put those hurtful experiences behind me.