Well, now that you have had a close brush with death, I hope you are in a position to LISTEN to others. The thought of suicide is a moment of INSANITY, not sanity. Don't take action in this confusion. It's violence, and violence achieves nothing good. Suicide is not the solution to life's problems, and you know it.
My freind, please listen, Life is dark at times, but Life has light as well. Life is a great gift. And it's very easy to END and destroy this gift, but very difficult to maintain it, let alone better it. What do you want to do?? Perhaps you have no right to destroy what you have not created.
Dear friend, hold our hands, we are with you. Take up this challenge, don't abandone us. Some of us value you, but the important thing is that you must value your life. Put it to the service of the poor and the needy. There are many who need you.
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The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.
* Pearl S. Buc