paulo
Well-known member
anyone ever feel like you could have done so much more if you didnt have to fight the problems you are having.
whatever it is you are dealing with,
shyness,anxieties,fears,traumas,disorders.
al the time that goes into dealing with that could have been so much better spend couldnt it.
i never had any problems in school with the learning part.
whatever i read, understand and find interesting enough i remember.
its the whole people part that came with it that stoped me from getting any further.
same with art and music, i know i could have put some awesome things together but the few days i actually feel good enough to be creative isnt enough to keep anything good going.
my own self always gets in the way of things.
feels good to know i could have.
but kinda sad i never really get the chance to.
so many things i want to learn and do.
but not being able to step outside and go buy new socks or something just seems to get in the way of learning a new language, paint a few portraits or write some decent songs.
i just feel like i could be doing a lot more awesome things.
but all im doing right now is trying to fix myself.
anyone else feel like that sometimes ?
and what would you be doing if you could ?
whatever it is you are dealing with,
shyness,anxieties,fears,traumas,disorders.
al the time that goes into dealing with that could have been so much better spend couldnt it.
i never had any problems in school with the learning part.
whatever i read, understand and find interesting enough i remember.
its the whole people part that came with it that stoped me from getting any further.
same with art and music, i know i could have put some awesome things together but the few days i actually feel good enough to be creative isnt enough to keep anything good going.
my own self always gets in the way of things.
feels good to know i could have.
but kinda sad i never really get the chance to.
so many things i want to learn and do.
but not being able to step outside and go buy new socks or something just seems to get in the way of learning a new language, paint a few portraits or write some decent songs.
i just feel like i could be doing a lot more awesome things.
but all im doing right now is trying to fix myself.
anyone else feel like that sometimes ?
and what would you be doing if you could ?