Well not every other guy. But a lot of other guys around my age, 20, are. It just struck me today when I was looking at the fb profile of this girl I had a crush on this year (in college). She was commenting on a photo of one of her high school friends, this really good looking, square-jawed, well-proportioned guy, who just happened to be on jet skis, making him look even cooler. They were all laughing about how tanned his arms were or something, but she commented on how muscular they looked. And I thought, yeah hey they do, don't they? Wow that's got to be attractive. Then I realized basically ALL her guy friends (some who she dated) from high school are pretty tall/handsome/good-looking.
And I'm totally not anything like that lol. Maybe I have an okay face, but **** the rest of my body is kind of a mess. I think I have something of a hunch back (have been told by my mom it's "bad posture"), and a very skinny build. On top of that my forearms and legs are super-hairy. Which looks terrible in a t-shirt (skinny, hairy arms; WHAT is that, a chimp??) So yeah, this whole thing just stuck out to me because at one point I actually basically let her know I had a crush on her. And I can just imagine what was going through her mind: "WOW. Is he serious? He's a nice friend, but WHY would he think I'd be attracted to him??? Doesn't he know he's a skinny hairy hunchback guy? I mean all MY guy friends from before didn't look like this. All my previous bfs were OBVIOUSLY NOT below average! Wow! I guess some people don't really know what they look like..."
Not saying she thought that literally. But like, I'm sure she'd agree to what I just said there for some reason.
Idk why I'm posting really. Just my self-hating thought of the day lol. But **** that guy on jet skis looked pretty **** cute/handsome/muscular/cool. Think her last bf was like him too...
And I'm totally not anything like that lol. Maybe I have an okay face, but **** the rest of my body is kind of a mess. I think I have something of a hunch back (have been told by my mom it's "bad posture"), and a very skinny build. On top of that my forearms and legs are super-hairy. Which looks terrible in a t-shirt (skinny, hairy arms; WHAT is that, a chimp??) So yeah, this whole thing just stuck out to me because at one point I actually basically let her know I had a crush on her. And I can just imagine what was going through her mind: "WOW. Is he serious? He's a nice friend, but WHY would he think I'd be attracted to him??? Doesn't he know he's a skinny hairy hunchback guy? I mean all MY guy friends from before didn't look like this. All my previous bfs were OBVIOUSLY NOT below average! Wow! I guess some people don't really know what they look like..."
Not saying she thought that literally. But like, I'm sure she'd agree to what I just said there for some reason.
Idk why I'm posting really. Just my self-hating thought of the day lol. But **** that guy on jet skis looked pretty **** cute/handsome/muscular/cool. Think her last bf was like him too...