Hawx79
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I am suffering so badly like im choking and locked in a vault!
Feel so alone and hopeless, i have really no one in my life and i live alone and i hate my job because of colleagues who are not willing to accept me for who i am as they think im a weirdo! Its hard to show my face every morning at work as i feel there all laughing at me and none of them speaks or says morning to me even though i smile at them.
I have no one, i live alone, i wish i had a male friends to hang out with and a girlfriend that loved me. But that is just too much to ask. I feel everyone in the world hates me and sometimes i see scenes in my mind of people putting the noose around my neck and wanting me to jump... I just want to cry sometimes so badly.
I just want to to enjoy live for what it is but times like this i wish i was never born.
Feel so alone and hopeless, i have really no one in my life and i live alone and i hate my job because of colleagues who are not willing to accept me for who i am as they think im a weirdo! Its hard to show my face every morning at work as i feel there all laughing at me and none of them speaks or says morning to me even though i smile at them.
I have no one, i live alone, i wish i had a male friends to hang out with and a girlfriend that loved me. But that is just too much to ask. I feel everyone in the world hates me and sometimes i see scenes in my mind of people putting the noose around my neck and wanting me to jump... I just want to cry sometimes so badly.
I just want to to enjoy live for what it is but times like this i wish i was never born.