Revengineer
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Thanks to Facebook I found out that this girl I sort of dated years ago recently got engaged to her boyfriend. At Disneyworld, no less. You can't really top that.
I'm not delusional, but there was always a part of me that really missed her company and all the time that we used to spend together. There's also the matter that she basically picked him over me six years ago and now they have a perfect life while I haven't been able to find anyone else since. We never talk anymore and I probably won't even get invited to their wedding. It's like I don't exist to them.
It's strange that I want to be 100% happy for them, but I would be lying if I said that's how I felt. It's funny that I still have all this pent up bitterness over something that happened so long ago. I'm probably being selfish but I'd just rather not think about anything at all. Too many old wounds opening up right now.
**** it. I'm so sick of being single.
I'm not delusional, but there was always a part of me that really missed her company and all the time that we used to spend together. There's also the matter that she basically picked him over me six years ago and now they have a perfect life while I haven't been able to find anyone else since. We never talk anymore and I probably won't even get invited to their wedding. It's like I don't exist to them.
It's strange that I want to be 100% happy for them, but I would be lying if I said that's how I felt. It's funny that I still have all this pent up bitterness over something that happened so long ago. I'm probably being selfish but I'd just rather not think about anything at all. Too many old wounds opening up right now.
**** it. I'm so sick of being single.