Hi everybody. I think I might be going through an early sort of mid life crisis. I'm only 26 but more and more I have been getting really tired of the materialism and shallow conversations I have with people. It's all about how we look, what we wear, what stuff we just bought and who is going out with who. There is more to life then that! I know I sound picky and judging and I'm not usually that way but this is bothering me.
I recently dumped my FB account. I like my stuff and going on trips as much as anybody but there has to be more to a person. I broke up with my fiance last year because he was more interested in HIM then me. I like a person with good self esteem, don't get me wrong..but he was pushing it into the narcissistic zone.
I'm graduated from college and am one of those unfortunates that can't find a job in the career field they made me believe I had to pick in HS and now I am $55,000 in debt and working and dancing in a club nights to pay it back.
I had to take the job that payed the best because I don't like the basement in my moms house and dad just remarried a girl only 3 years older then me. I don't even want to go there.
I have my own apt and a decent car and am grateful but it takes a lot to make a life work and I just don't get crushed or depressed because I can't but designer boots anymore because I have expenses to pay. I probably don't sound like much fun huh?
So if I am sounding like an old fart it is because I am getting played with being young and dumb. I hope somebody else feels this way too! I'd hate to think I was the only one dealing with stuff like this.
I recently dumped my FB account. I like my stuff and going on trips as much as anybody but there has to be more to a person. I broke up with my fiance last year because he was more interested in HIM then me. I like a person with good self esteem, don't get me wrong..but he was pushing it into the narcissistic zone.
I'm graduated from college and am one of those unfortunates that can't find a job in the career field they made me believe I had to pick in HS and now I am $55,000 in debt and working and dancing in a club nights to pay it back.
I had to take the job that payed the best because I don't like the basement in my moms house and dad just remarried a girl only 3 years older then me. I don't even want to go there.
I have my own apt and a decent car and am grateful but it takes a lot to make a life work and I just don't get crushed or depressed because I can't but designer boots anymore because I have expenses to pay. I probably don't sound like much fun huh?
So if I am sounding like an old fart it is because I am getting played with being young and dumb. I hope somebody else feels this way too! I'd hate to think I was the only one dealing with stuff like this.