Hello, i am 16 years old male that started getting problems since i was 13. At 13 years old i turned to be one of the most good looking and popular kids in my school back than (that was approved by others). I had tough personality back than and nothing could bring me down. I was never a bad kid that that disrespected the others and i was kind to some point. So soon girls at that time started to give me compliments and asking me for dates. Group of my friends than started to talk really gross things to everyone in my school about me and i suspected that was jealousy. Those girls than started to ignore me and avoid conversations with me which really hurted me. I've had my first and probably last girlfriend before gossiping started. Soon i restored my self esteem and moved on with my life. Then again gossiping starts again and again and i was really depresed with that. People than look at me like homosexual, no lifer, and person your better than in anyways just if you and other think you re better. From now than every year i lost about 2-3 friends i wasn't invited to parties i was outside more than i was inside my house but people was like "so you finally left your house to catch some air" they just tryed to find something to bring me down or like this "what did your parents told you when they found out ur homosexual". I tried diffrent reactions to see if it stops (ignore what they say, inlust them back). So ok i moved to high school 2 years ago and i expected new better friends and i was really happy. One of my friends from my old school came along with me in high school so he wanted to get popular and to achive that he started talking behind my back. So once again i was called no lifer , homosexual, weakling, stupid, lame person. I was provocated into a fight with one of the new friends in school and i beat the **** of him and that way no one maked fun of me for 2-3 months. To this very day i am lonely sitting in my house doing nothing. People also stare at me when i ain't looking at them and when i look at them they laugh at me or fast look at watch or wall or something. EVERYSINGLE men i know stares at me but girls don't. They see me there as a no life kid that i became.
At this point i am really depressed and i am eating my self inside. I've became quiet kid that used to be loudest person back in the time.
Now i ll say some possitive things about me: I am good in all sports, thinking games, i have attractive body definition, ain't ulgy , have good clothing, tall , and mostly everything i give in time i do good but people just call me oposide all the time. They just find something to disrespect me and humiliate me. Even some dudes that i saw 3-4 times in my life makes fun of me when they see me.
Can someone tell me what to do i really can't live like this anymore and sorry for my bad english.
At this point i am really depressed and i am eating my self inside. I've became quiet kid that used to be loudest person back in the time.
Now i ll say some possitive things about me: I am good in all sports, thinking games, i have attractive body definition, ain't ulgy , have good clothing, tall , and mostly everything i give in time i do good but people just call me oposide all the time. They just find something to disrespect me and humiliate me. Even some dudes that i saw 3-4 times in my life makes fun of me when they see me.
Can someone tell me what to do i really can't live like this anymore and sorry for my bad english.