Hawx79
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I couldn't bare the loneliness anymore so I called an escort service.
She was friendly and cute. She made me feel good and felt she pulled me out of my hellhole. It wasn't the sex but her being with me and talking to me that made me feel good again.
But when she left after an hour I felt even worse, knowing I had to endure being alone once again
I don't need sex, I just want someone like that with me in my life.
After she left I started to drink myself crazy to numb myself.
I'd like to call her again one day but I know she only likes my money and not me.
I am doomed to always be alone. I don't know for how many years I can stand my life anymore
She was friendly and cute. She made me feel good and felt she pulled me out of my hellhole. It wasn't the sex but her being with me and talking to me that made me feel good again.
But when she left after an hour I felt even worse, knowing I had to endure being alone once again
I don't need sex, I just want someone like that with me in my life.
After she left I started to drink myself crazy to numb myself.
I'd like to call her again one day but I know she only likes my money and not me.
I am doomed to always be alone. I don't know for how many years I can stand my life anymore