heretostay
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Last Wednesday was my last day of the semester. i was excited that it was the last day and i wanted to celebrate, but had no one to celebrate with. as i left my class a bunch of people were standing outside talking about how excited they were and what should they all go do, etc.
so i called my husband. i told him i was really excited it was my last day and i asked him if he wanted to go to a movie with me when he got off work. he said no. he was going to play racketball with his coworkers and hed be home around 8pm.
so i went from being really excited to crying the rest of the day. do you think its weird when you cry all alone and no one knows you did? i think its kind of strange. It was a hard day. it still makes me cry thinking about how i got turned down by my own husband.
I feel powerless to make friends. i thought i made a friend in one of my classes but i text her and she never text me back. so i guess not. the last few days its just been me sitting in my apartment. i dont talk to anyone. i just sit here. i feel pathetic because i look forward to school starting again.
so i called my husband. i told him i was really excited it was my last day and i asked him if he wanted to go to a movie with me when he got off work. he said no. he was going to play racketball with his coworkers and hed be home around 8pm.
so i went from being really excited to crying the rest of the day. do you think its weird when you cry all alone and no one knows you did? i think its kind of strange. It was a hard day. it still makes me cry thinking about how i got turned down by my own husband.
I feel powerless to make friends. i thought i made a friend in one of my classes but i text her and she never text me back. so i guess not. the last few days its just been me sitting in my apartment. i dont talk to anyone. i just sit here. i feel pathetic because i look forward to school starting again.