I feel so helpless and depressed right now
So my younger 20 year old brother passed away a few months ago heart disorder.
And last night I got a Dui because I was riding with my cousin who is in a wheel chair we both had been drinking a good amount but he was so trashed and hit a curb that I told him to pull over so I could drive.. he has hand controllers on his car. But few blocks later I got pulled over for DUI got arrested.
I know I deserve the dui because I was intoxicated.. I am just so mad at myself because I was the first time in about 3 months that I had a drink of alcohol.
I feel like my world is crumbling down I miss my brother..
Anyways just wanted to vent I usually don't like bringing up my problems to others but lately I dont know what to do with myself.
So my younger 20 year old brother passed away a few months ago heart disorder.
And last night I got a Dui because I was riding with my cousin who is in a wheel chair we both had been drinking a good amount but he was so trashed and hit a curb that I told him to pull over so I could drive.. he has hand controllers on his car. But few blocks later I got pulled over for DUI got arrested.
I know I deserve the dui because I was intoxicated.. I am just so mad at myself because I was the first time in about 3 months that I had a drink of alcohol.
I feel like my world is crumbling down I miss my brother..
Anyways just wanted to vent I usually don't like bringing up my problems to others but lately I dont know what to do with myself.