Hi A.L.L.,
I'm not new, I've returned. I came crawling back because I'm in pain. I feel confused because I feel that I should be loved but I feel unloved. I am terribly lonely but I want to be with people, but there's like this shield that prevents people from wanting to be friends with me. Or at least, people who are appropriate for me to be close with. I have no idea what I'm doing wrong or how to change it. It makes me so sad and angry. Especially since thousands of dollars of therapy doesn't seem to have changed much.
It's comforting to read about other peoples' struggles again, because I realize that there's so many of us who can't seem to connect with people but we really really want to.
Thanks for reading.
I'm not new, I've returned. I came crawling back because I'm in pain. I feel confused because I feel that I should be loved but I feel unloved. I am terribly lonely but I want to be with people, but there's like this shield that prevents people from wanting to be friends with me. Or at least, people who are appropriate for me to be close with. I have no idea what I'm doing wrong or how to change it. It makes me so sad and angry. Especially since thousands of dollars of therapy doesn't seem to have changed much.
It's comforting to read about other peoples' struggles again, because I realize that there's so many of us who can't seem to connect with people but we really really want to.
Thanks for reading.