I have been feeling alone for about five years now. Apart from few moments, I am in a sad state. This has changed a lot of things for me. I have trouble sleeping at night, I don't find enjoyment in most things, and I don't feel like hanging out with anyone.
I've joined this site because I need to do something about it, as much as I don't want to. It's an effort I'd like to avoid. I just want things to change by themselves, but that's not going to happen.
I have no motivation. Recently someone paid for me to attend a screenwriting classes. What a waste of money that was huh? I don't do any of the work, and I feel guilty about it, but I'm too lazy.
I feel guilt and I worry all day long. It's basically the only thing I do. I hate my job, I hate my apartment, I hate my life.
I want the positivity back.
I've joined this site because I need to do something about it, as much as I don't want to. It's an effort I'd like to avoid. I just want things to change by themselves, but that's not going to happen.
I have no motivation. Recently someone paid for me to attend a screenwriting classes. What a waste of money that was huh? I don't do any of the work, and I feel guilty about it, but I'm too lazy.
I feel guilt and I worry all day long. It's basically the only thing I do. I hate my job, I hate my apartment, I hate my life.
I want the positivity back.