Hi!
where should i start..?
I was thrown out by my mentally abusive mom on the note that i should have been "stomped to death as an infant"
the few friends i have never contact me and the few times we do get together they put me down in different ways..
I have a boyfriend that i live with and who is an amazing person that i love very deeply, he supports me a lot mentally and helps me out a lot in just going about in regular life. but the fact that he is the only person i have in my life and that he might not always be there (i am a debbie downer and a complicated person to be with) makes me feel very sad and lonely. I worry a lot about him leaving me and i cannot let go of the thought that he is only using me and that hes going to cheat on me
so shortly put i am rootless, friendless and failing to be a good partner for the one who brings light to my life because of my own neurotic thoughts..
where should i start..?
I was thrown out by my mentally abusive mom on the note that i should have been "stomped to death as an infant"
the few friends i have never contact me and the few times we do get together they put me down in different ways..
I have a boyfriend that i live with and who is an amazing person that i love very deeply, he supports me a lot mentally and helps me out a lot in just going about in regular life. but the fact that he is the only person i have in my life and that he might not always be there (i am a debbie downer and a complicated person to be with) makes me feel very sad and lonely. I worry a lot about him leaving me and i cannot let go of the thought that he is only using me and that hes going to cheat on me
so shortly put i am rootless, friendless and failing to be a good partner for the one who brings light to my life because of my own neurotic thoughts..
