Hi, there. Since i'm newbie here, i should introduce myself. I'm now a uni student, taking Degree. I love learning new culture and travel around the world, especially, Japan and Scotland. I love anime so much, and i even learned Japanese from anime. I love reading books, especially History and Politics.
So, here is my life problem.
1) Yes, i have a lot of friends at my childhood time, but this changed sadly when i grow up....I always get bullied for my timid personality and my likings to anime and books. They always tease me because i always being the last one in a group...being the burdening others, since i very timid. They also tease me for my 'frog-voice' and booklish looking.
2) When i'm try to socialize with others, i can sense the negative "Get away from me" and " don't look to me" aura surrounding me .... They seems to ignore me all the time....
3) I have serious breakdown, when i try to socialize to girls. Due to my love rejection from girls, i'm not kidding here, 10 times.....since then, i lose my confidence when i socializing with girls.
4) I have like ' easy to get bored' personality.
5) I always choose the wrong friends....They always backstabbing me, when i helped them. I ALWAYS in this situation. Maybe, i'm bad in choosing friends.
That's all from me, the timid, always in keyboard, lonely, rejected, always alone person. Thanks.
So, here is my life problem.
1) Yes, i have a lot of friends at my childhood time, but this changed sadly when i grow up....I always get bullied for my timid personality and my likings to anime and books. They always tease me because i always being the last one in a group...being the burdening others, since i very timid. They also tease me for my 'frog-voice' and booklish looking.
2) When i'm try to socialize with others, i can sense the negative "Get away from me" and " don't look to me" aura surrounding me .... They seems to ignore me all the time....
3) I have serious breakdown, when i try to socialize to girls. Due to my love rejection from girls, i'm not kidding here, 10 times.....since then, i lose my confidence when i socializing with girls.
4) I have like ' easy to get bored' personality.
5) I always choose the wrong friends....They always backstabbing me, when i helped them. I ALWAYS in this situation. Maybe, i'm bad in choosing friends.
That's all from me, the timid, always in keyboard, lonely, rejected, always alone person. Thanks.