KAUSTIKKLIMAX
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Hello everyone 
First of all, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your stories, I have been reading quite a few in the last months and they have truly helped me. I am one step closer to being at peace with myself.
I try to live by the ancient principle of 'giving and taking', that is why I registered, hoping that my story can help someone, in the same way that your stories have helped me.
My real name is Paul, but you can call me KK, since it's shorter. I'm 21 and used to be a real troublemaker until recently, now I like to watch anime a lot, read and play games, you can PM me if you want to talk about it
I've failed my graduation exam two years ago and have been depressed and lonely ever since, because of guilt, low self-esteem and lack of confidence. Afterwards I started working at my father's business, which he shared with his business partner. I gave it my all, put in all the effort I was capable of, working 10-12 hours/day, only to have his business partner cheat on us and steal a lot of money. That threw me even deeper in despair, because it made me feel like my effort was not appreciated, and it felt as stab in the back.
Now I'm finally back on my feet, shaky they may be, but the black hole keeps going farther and farther away. I finally embraced the loneliness with your help.
Someone said that life has no meaning, you just do what you want, think what makes you happy if there is such a thing, and move one step at a time towards a newborn goal. So now I signed up to retake the highschool graduation exam and go to college, maybe one day, I might even buy my own sailboat and sail around the world
Sorry for having you read the longest introduction in the world, I know my situation is not bad, compared to some people whose stories I read here, I just want to send a message of hope to anyone.
First of all, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your stories, I have been reading quite a few in the last months and they have truly helped me. I am one step closer to being at peace with myself.
I try to live by the ancient principle of 'giving and taking', that is why I registered, hoping that my story can help someone, in the same way that your stories have helped me.
My real name is Paul, but you can call me KK, since it's shorter. I'm 21 and used to be a real troublemaker until recently, now I like to watch anime a lot, read and play games, you can PM me if you want to talk about it
I've failed my graduation exam two years ago and have been depressed and lonely ever since, because of guilt, low self-esteem and lack of confidence. Afterwards I started working at my father's business, which he shared with his business partner. I gave it my all, put in all the effort I was capable of, working 10-12 hours/day, only to have his business partner cheat on us and steal a lot of money. That threw me even deeper in despair, because it made me feel like my effort was not appreciated, and it felt as stab in the back.
Now I'm finally back on my feet, shaky they may be, but the black hole keeps going farther and farther away. I finally embraced the loneliness with your help.
Someone said that life has no meaning, you just do what you want, think what makes you happy if there is such a thing, and move one step at a time towards a newborn goal. So now I signed up to retake the highschool graduation exam and go to college, maybe one day, I might even buy my own sailboat and sail around the world
Sorry for having you read the longest introduction in the world, I know my situation is not bad, compared to some people whose stories I read here, I just want to send a message of hope to anyone.
