Hi I'm Male,48 years old,and Live in the Oklahoma panhandle,
I've been lurking for a few weeks and you all have helped me so much allready(I would have signed up sooner but I had a really hard time picking out a name) OCD,SAD, recovering alcoholic, for allmost 20 years
I've been looking after my family out on the farm last year my Uncle commited suiside(he was 80) and less than a month later my Mom passed away from emphazema and COPD, my family that owns the farm is leting me stay here,
now I need to find a job and the outside world is a scarry place since I quit drinking (10 yrs) I dont have any close friends anymore and I've never been very comfortable around people sober (I'm a mess)
thank you for being here and encouraging me to help myself
I've been lurking for a few weeks and you all have helped me so much allready(I would have signed up sooner but I had a really hard time picking out a name) OCD,SAD, recovering alcoholic, for allmost 20 years
I've been looking after my family out on the farm last year my Uncle commited suiside(he was 80) and less than a month later my Mom passed away from emphazema and COPD, my family that owns the farm is leting me stay here,
now I need to find a job and the outside world is a scarry place since I quit drinking (10 yrs) I dont have any close friends anymore and I've never been very comfortable around people sober (I'm a mess)
thank you for being here and encouraging me to help myself
