Hey
I registered about a week ago but I think for around 4 months I have just been in some sort of denial stage..............................but now have acknowledge that I am extremely lonely. I think its because I knew I didnt have anyone close in my life but I thought if I am busy and doing things that I like doing I will be AOK but guess what I am not. It feels like my world is collapsing around me and each day is getting more silent then the previous one.
Seems like all my life I never seem to have found any friends........its not that I havent talked to people and helped others out, its just that so many people seem to come and go and seem to be so self absorbed that I have given my trying to reach out to them. I think I have come to a point where its finally hit me and I am asking myself what about me.......................does any ever want to ring me and talk to me, why should I always be the one to reach out. I think its because I see friendship as a give and take relationship.
About 6 months ago I tested the water and the couple of friends I did have..................................well they havent even bothered to ring me thats when I realised I am here all alone and today I have finally decided to not give up on my life...........................but to rather reach out and be important in someone elses life.
Hi My Name is Cara and I am Lonely,
XO
I registered about a week ago but I think for around 4 months I have just been in some sort of denial stage..............................but now have acknowledge that I am extremely lonely. I think its because I knew I didnt have anyone close in my life but I thought if I am busy and doing things that I like doing I will be AOK but guess what I am not. It feels like my world is collapsing around me and each day is getting more silent then the previous one.
Seems like all my life I never seem to have found any friends........its not that I havent talked to people and helped others out, its just that so many people seem to come and go and seem to be so self absorbed that I have given my trying to reach out to them. I think I have come to a point where its finally hit me and I am asking myself what about me.......................does any ever want to ring me and talk to me, why should I always be the one to reach out. I think its because I see friendship as a give and take relationship.
About 6 months ago I tested the water and the couple of friends I did have..................................well they havent even bothered to ring me thats when I realised I am here all alone and today I have finally decided to not give up on my life...........................but to rather reach out and be important in someone elses life.
Hi My Name is Cara and I am Lonely,
XO