Ste_lla
Member
Hi everyone!
So a couple of days ago I was feeling so down I started googling and ended up in this forum for some reason. To be honest, I don't feel so lonely after reading some of your stories so I decided to join.
I have never been a social person. I don't know why but I never learned the skills and ways of interaction of this society. Around 2 years ago I graduated from high school and, although relieved that it was over, I got depressed. And I became more antisocial and lost hope. I spent a whole year like that, but I was able to overcome it (for the time) and went off to college.
College wasn't the paradise I expected. I mean, it wasn't that bad but for some reason I lost all my motivation. I ended up coming back to my parent's house and although I hate being here, I don't want to go back to college. I feel the same, if not worst, than two years ago. I don't know how to explain it. I'm just empty.... I have no motivation or desire to go out there because I honestly feel I don't belong, anywhere. I also have nobody since the few friends I have seem to not know the real me.
I want to get out there and do a million things. Meet new people.
But it's just too difficult, i get anxious, nervous over the smallest things. After all this time, I still don't know how to act around people. And, as a lot of you know, it gets tiring after a while.
Anyway, I was not going to write here, but after reading a couple of stories and relating to most of them, I decided it would be nice to have someone who understands.
So this is a little bit about me, hope I can meet some nice people here
So a couple of days ago I was feeling so down I started googling and ended up in this forum for some reason. To be honest, I don't feel so lonely after reading some of your stories so I decided to join.
I have never been a social person. I don't know why but I never learned the skills and ways of interaction of this society. Around 2 years ago I graduated from high school and, although relieved that it was over, I got depressed. And I became more antisocial and lost hope. I spent a whole year like that, but I was able to overcome it (for the time) and went off to college.
College wasn't the paradise I expected. I mean, it wasn't that bad but for some reason I lost all my motivation. I ended up coming back to my parent's house and although I hate being here, I don't want to go back to college. I feel the same, if not worst, than two years ago. I don't know how to explain it. I'm just empty.... I have no motivation or desire to go out there because I honestly feel I don't belong, anywhere. I also have nobody since the few friends I have seem to not know the real me.
I want to get out there and do a million things. Meet new people.
But it's just too difficult, i get anxious, nervous over the smallest things. After all this time, I still don't know how to act around people. And, as a lot of you know, it gets tiring after a while.
Anyway, I was not going to write here, but after reading a couple of stories and relating to most of them, I decided it would be nice to have someone who understands.
So this is a little bit about me, hope I can meet some nice people here
