Hi everyone

[Hubkaa]

Hello, I found this forum few hours ago, and, after reading some threads, I decided I'll register. First of all - sorry for any language mistakes. I am from Poland, and though I think I'm pretty good at English, there might be something wrong. I'm 14 years old - yeah, I know I'm quite young, I hope there's no problem with my age. And I'm really bad at writing anything, so it's very likely there will be a lot of chaos in my posts. I registered because I think it might be actually a piece of internet that I will be able to call "home". A lot of lonely people with bigger or smaller problems - I guess I'll fit here just fine. I was in a lot of places before - polish community portals, polish imageboards, mmorpg games...I never stayed anywhere for longer time. Yup, I'm kinda nerd, I think. Generally I either lurk internet, or play games. Sometimes I watch TV, but last times it barely happens. I go out of home only when I go to school (well, actually there's a fun fact: In this year I had been in school, like, 20% of whole year). I also might have BPD - pretty much everything fits, although I hadn't went to any specialists, so I don't know for sure. I'm lonely, really lazy, nerdy, fat and quite a bit weird guy, and outsider. Everyone I know - I know from the web (excluding family, of course). I don't keep contact with anyone from school or anything like that, I don't meet people in real world. I'm shy, even in internet. I have quite a lot family problems (but that's story for some other day), too. I don't have anyone I could really talk to, even my "girlfriend" (well, once again - I know her only from web) doesn't really understand me. I have suicidal thoughts - lots of them, although last times it's not like I want to die - I just don't want to live, I have no reason to, neither any motivation. It might not sound that bad, but believe me - my life is pretty much hell. I know there are a lot of people who have far worse problems, but still - my life sucks, too. Once again - Hello everyone.

 

[Badjedidude]

Welcome to the site, Hubkaa.

 

[edgecrusher]

hey and welcome

 

[EveWasFramed]

Hey, and welcome.

 

[Yukhi]

Hi Hubkaa and welcome!

 

[Minus]

Welcome to the site