missvixengirl
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Hi guys I'm 19, I live in Brazil in Rio de Janeiro I'm brunett, brown eyes and a normal kind of girl ... I think.
During childhood I was a happy child, communicative and I had friends and everything else, the problem happened during adolescence I don't know what happened, but I got very shy and with low self esteem.
I moved to a small city then, I could make some friends but I always feel like the freak in the group, the one that never goes to parties and do not like to talk.
I never go to a party ... simply because I get nervous, I can not dance I feel observed and judged by all.
The worst is that my family does not understand me, they call me quiet, shy and other things that I hate and some think I am lesbian, because I never had a boyfriend.
They compare me with my cousin who is the opposite of me.
The truth is that I'm not a lesbian, it could be easier if I was, but I just do not feel attracted to women.
I am of those girls that look men in the street or I really like the guy but I can't tell him ou make a move sometimes I talk to them and try to show interest but I get scared to play the fool so I can not even look the person in the eye.
I would love to have a boyfriend. Having someone who like me for real.
And I never been kissed and I'm virgin.
I feel very lonely, I can not talk about it with anyone here, they don't get it.
I guess I'm a nice girl, I like music, movies, tv shows and books I also like comic books, huge fan of marvel comics and dc, I also like animes and mangas... I'm kind of a geek =]
I want to make friends...
During childhood I was a happy child, communicative and I had friends and everything else, the problem happened during adolescence I don't know what happened, but I got very shy and with low self esteem.
I moved to a small city then, I could make some friends but I always feel like the freak in the group, the one that never goes to parties and do not like to talk.
I never go to a party ... simply because I get nervous, I can not dance I feel observed and judged by all.
The worst is that my family does not understand me, they call me quiet, shy and other things that I hate and some think I am lesbian, because I never had a boyfriend.
They compare me with my cousin who is the opposite of me.
The truth is that I'm not a lesbian, it could be easier if I was, but I just do not feel attracted to women.
I am of those girls that look men in the street or I really like the guy but I can't tell him ou make a move sometimes I talk to them and try to show interest but I get scared to play the fool so I can not even look the person in the eye.
I would love to have a boyfriend. Having someone who like me for real.
And I never been kissed and I'm virgin.
I feel very lonely, I can not talk about it with anyone here, they don't get it.
I guess I'm a nice girl, I like music, movies, tv shows and books I also like comic books, huge fan of marvel comics and dc, I also like animes and mangas... I'm kind of a geek =]
I want to make friends...