AlexChristy
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Hi! I`m Alex, I`m 28.
I feel alone.
I am married, I have a wife and a beautiful son. I work at home as a programmer, and we live in a small city...
It is really hard for me, because I need society. Of course, I`d like to have some friends, but all my friends ara married now, like me. Others are single.
My day begins when I wake up at 7:00-8:00. I pray (I`m orthodox), wash myself, then at 9:00 I go to bring milk for my kid. I go by foot.
It takes 30-40 minutes.
After that i returns home, we have a breakfest. Usually we watch some youtube videos about USA (I like this country so much, but I have never been to the US).
At 11:00 I start to work. I do not like my job.
My wife has a walk with my child.
I am very sociable person. But I have nobody to speak to... Sometimes I speak to myself...
I wanted to create youtube channel, but I don`t know what to
narrate.
Then my wife and baby return home, we have dinner.
And so on.
In the evening I feel bad. I have a bike and horizontal bar in my room. Yes, I was a sportsman, but now I don`t have any wish to go in for sport.
The evening comes. I feel sad and alone.
The only person, I talk, is my wife. Also I say "thank you" to the person, who gives me a milk for my son.
I am not a shy guy. Some years ago I had a lot friends, liked travelling. But now my job does not let me to speak to other persons.
I am really happy, because I have a wife, and 9-month son, but I feel so alone.
I tried to find friends, wrote them. But, you know, everybody needs money, sex, love, sponsor. I don`t need it. I don`t even need a friendship. I need just to know, that somebody knows, that I exist.
I hope, this depression will pass away.
Thank you for finishing reading this message.
So, you know that I AM, don`t you???
I feel alone.
I am married, I have a wife and a beautiful son. I work at home as a programmer, and we live in a small city...
It is really hard for me, because I need society. Of course, I`d like to have some friends, but all my friends ara married now, like me. Others are single.
My day begins when I wake up at 7:00-8:00. I pray (I`m orthodox), wash myself, then at 9:00 I go to bring milk for my kid. I go by foot.
It takes 30-40 minutes.
After that i returns home, we have a breakfest. Usually we watch some youtube videos about USA (I like this country so much, but I have never been to the US).
At 11:00 I start to work. I do not like my job.
My wife has a walk with my child.
I am very sociable person. But I have nobody to speak to... Sometimes I speak to myself...
I wanted to create youtube channel, but I don`t know what to
narrate.
Then my wife and baby return home, we have dinner.
And so on.
In the evening I feel bad. I have a bike and horizontal bar in my room. Yes, I was a sportsman, but now I don`t have any wish to go in for sport.
The evening comes. I feel sad and alone.
The only person, I talk, is my wife. Also I say "thank you" to the person, who gives me a milk for my son.
I am not a shy guy. Some years ago I had a lot friends, liked travelling. But now my job does not let me to speak to other persons.
I am really happy, because I have a wife, and 9-month son, but I feel so alone.
I tried to find friends, wrote them. But, you know, everybody needs money, sex, love, sponsor. I don`t need it. I don`t even need a friendship. I need just to know, that somebody knows, that I exist.
I hope, this depression will pass away.
Thank you for finishing reading this message.
So, you know that I AM, don`t you???