Fragile
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I haven't been on this board in a while. But I'm pretty much desperate now.
I really have no friends and my family is stone cold towards me. I'm a very emotional person who has gone through several depressions in my life and still fighting.
Yet my family seems to be in denial, completely. I feel so alone with my anxiety that I experience daily.
I currently study at the university, an arts degree, since I'm apperantly good at painting and sculpting. Though, I fear that there will be no future for me after these studies.
I'm preparing to work in a fast food place since I assume nobody will like my art once I'm done. My family is, like I said, stone cold. I guess they're a bit embarassed by my art. Or maybe they just never liked me.
I don't know what to do! I just want to find a nice girl and have a good life togheter with her, but no-one ever answers me on the dating sites, I feel like such a fool, like I'm stupid or ugly or something.
I just want to live a normal family life with a nice girl that is faithful, is that too much to ask?
I really have no friends and my family is stone cold towards me. I'm a very emotional person who has gone through several depressions in my life and still fighting.
Yet my family seems to be in denial, completely. I feel so alone with my anxiety that I experience daily.
I currently study at the university, an arts degree, since I'm apperantly good at painting and sculpting. Though, I fear that there will be no future for me after these studies.
I'm preparing to work in a fast food place since I assume nobody will like my art once I'm done. My family is, like I said, stone cold. I guess they're a bit embarassed by my art. Or maybe they just never liked me.
I don't know what to do! I just want to find a nice girl and have a good life togheter with her, but no-one ever answers me on the dating sites, I feel like such a fool, like I'm stupid or ugly or something.
I just want to live a normal family life with a nice girl that is faithful, is that too much to ask?