MooseIndian
Member
Today I am running away from home, if I can muster the strength that is. This is my last chance after school today, and so I have about 7 hours to decide if I am going to go through with this. I'm not sure if the details matter, because everything is such a cliche today among sixteen year olds. I do not have a liscence, or a job, and so I will be living on the streets, unless my parents apologize when I call them hear in a few hours. I have barely enough food to last me a few days, a water bottle, and my guitar(last minute thing).
I am very nervous, and very scared, but I really can not stay at that home any longer or I will be forced to kill myself. Im not whining, I'm just, I dont know I have nothing to lose really, but my life. I have no friends, no future, no family that is sane, not trash, not (Clinically)Insane, Not a hypocrite, or loving.
If I get the chance to post here again, I intend on posting whats happened to me the past 2 years.
If I leave, will this ruin my chance of becoming a musician? Is this the end of me? Im only sixteen, but I cant, I mean this, I can not live at that hoem anymore. This isnt even a selfish idea anymore, as they have told me so many times, Im only helping them financially, emotionally, and saving space, and the strength it takes them to do what they do to me.
Im terrfied.
I am very nervous, and very scared, but I really can not stay at that home any longer or I will be forced to kill myself. Im not whining, I'm just, I dont know I have nothing to lose really, but my life. I have no friends, no future, no family that is sane, not trash, not (Clinically)Insane, Not a hypocrite, or loving.
If I get the chance to post here again, I intend on posting whats happened to me the past 2 years.
If I leave, will this ruin my chance of becoming a musician? Is this the end of me? Im only sixteen, but I cant, I mean this, I can not live at that hoem anymore. This isnt even a selfish idea anymore, as they have told me so many times, Im only helping them financially, emotionally, and saving space, and the strength it takes them to do what they do to me.
Im terrfied.