Fvantom
Well-known member
I really need some help here, Ive been depressed for almost ten years now (Im 21, started around the time I was 12-13) growing up I had no friends, and no way to get my emotions out, so they all had to be bottled up, year upon year of pain, with no way of letting it out.
Ive realized that the only way to effectively get everything out is to have a full on breakdown (and with almost ten years of bottled up emotions, you know its gonna be a big one)
but theres one problem....I cant, from years of having to adapt to bottling everything up, Ive lost my ability to cry, which is honestly a curse I wouldnt wish upon my greatest enemy. Every little thing fills me with pain and the overwhelming desire to get it out but I cant seem to push myself over the edge, I feel like if I had someone to help pull it out of me Id be able to break down and be done with it, then I can finally start feeling better, but I have no such person to do that for me. If anyone can tell me how to induce a breakdown, I would appreciate that very much, just please....free me from this curse.
Ive realized that the only way to effectively get everything out is to have a full on breakdown (and with almost ten years of bottled up emotions, you know its gonna be a big one)
but theres one problem....I cant, from years of having to adapt to bottling everything up, Ive lost my ability to cry, which is honestly a curse I wouldnt wish upon my greatest enemy. Every little thing fills me with pain and the overwhelming desire to get it out but I cant seem to push myself over the edge, I feel like if I had someone to help pull it out of me Id be able to break down and be done with it, then I can finally start feeling better, but I have no such person to do that for me. If anyone can tell me how to induce a breakdown, I would appreciate that very much, just please....free me from this curse.