littlerunawa
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I hardly have any friends and in my not so young age of 26 I never really had a boyfriend and I suspect that that's the way it's gonna stay.
at any given time there's always some guy I really like. but with my luck it's always a one way street and it becomes more and more depressing.
I left my previous job because I couldn't take it anymore, working every day with some one you're crazy about, but knowing he hardly knows you're alive. and now it's happening again and I'm not sure my nerves can take it anymore. thinking of leaving my job again.
and of course everyone around me are in couples or married and I swear I'm not going to another wedding in my life.
I try to find the possitive sides of being alone. the freedom it gives me but it doesn't really do the job. on top of that I feel completely stuck in my life. work, gym, eat and sleep. I'm not happy, far from it but don't know what to do. want some drastic change but don't know how to get that.
considered going to live in a different country but it's no a posibility so I'm out of ideas.
at any given time there's always some guy I really like. but with my luck it's always a one way street and it becomes more and more depressing.
I left my previous job because I couldn't take it anymore, working every day with some one you're crazy about, but knowing he hardly knows you're alive. and now it's happening again and I'm not sure my nerves can take it anymore. thinking of leaving my job again.
and of course everyone around me are in couples or married and I swear I'm not going to another wedding in my life.
I try to find the possitive sides of being alone. the freedom it gives me but it doesn't really do the job. on top of that I feel completely stuck in my life. work, gym, eat and sleep. I'm not happy, far from it but don't know what to do. want some drastic change but don't know how to get that.
considered going to live in a different country but it's no a posibility so I'm out of ideas.