staynstrng4jesus
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well let me say i have been married four times, and all my husbands were good men. i am still friends with them all.
2008 but i can't seen to get it right. my fourth husband who i married only 6 months ago left me. as far as i know he says that maybe we got married to soon. He is a believer like me, he is a widower and has to step sons. he said that he can't stop thinking about her. so i have accepted it.
2003 my 3rd husband is not a believer, but kinda lead me to think that he was. and i just could deal with living with two life styles. it really hindered my relationship with the Lord so i left.
1999 my 2nd husband was a believer, but i was the stronger personality in the relationship, (and it didn't help that i also was second in line as his boss at work) i really had problems with him sexually. so i left.
1989 my frist husband was not a believer and i got saved and he did want me to go to church at all and it really caused lots of problems. but i gave in to keep the peace. well that was a bad idea, cause he ended up cheating and i for gave him. all my dreams were tied up in our life together. but it really never worked out in the end. so i left.
now i said all this to say that i don't know what to do anymore. i'm beginning to think that i am the main problem. i know that i have learned many things, but i can't seem to get it right?
and yes i dated all out them for over a year or more. and #2 & 4 i did not have sex with them before marriage.
has anyone else ever been through this before? and if so did you give up? or go on?
2008 but i can't seen to get it right. my fourth husband who i married only 6 months ago left me. as far as i know he says that maybe we got married to soon. He is a believer like me, he is a widower and has to step sons. he said that he can't stop thinking about her. so i have accepted it.
2003 my 3rd husband is not a believer, but kinda lead me to think that he was. and i just could deal with living with two life styles. it really hindered my relationship with the Lord so i left.
1999 my 2nd husband was a believer, but i was the stronger personality in the relationship, (and it didn't help that i also was second in line as his boss at work) i really had problems with him sexually. so i left.
1989 my frist husband was not a believer and i got saved and he did want me to go to church at all and it really caused lots of problems. but i gave in to keep the peace. well that was a bad idea, cause he ended up cheating and i for gave him. all my dreams were tied up in our life together. but it really never worked out in the end. so i left.
now i said all this to say that i don't know what to do anymore. i'm beginning to think that i am the main problem. i know that i have learned many things, but i can't seem to get it right?
and yes i dated all out them for over a year or more. and #2 & 4 i did not have sex with them before marriage.
has anyone else ever been through this before? and if so did you give up? or go on?