My mom has always been very strict and things always had to be her way. I started dating this guy and I didnt tell her about it because I was afraid how she would act . In the end she found out there was lots of drama and she doesnt trust me in anything I do. We talked I know I made a mistake and I though that things could change. After 6 months I began dating this other guy. I told her about him an it seemed alright but everytime I would go somewhere with him she would get on to me about where we were and if I was spending too much time with him she woul always be like 'your going out with him again are you, what are you two doing ' "Your lying too me you better not be lying to me" Even when I was with my friend she would get on to me about it and think I was somehwere else. So I dont know after a while I would say I woul be going with my friend out when I'm alone with him or say we are going to the mall even though we are going to his house. It seemed easier then to have her make me feel like honeysuckle before I leave all the time. We are not having sex yet just folling around but from the way she acts it seems liek she thinks I'm sleeping around. So I told her I'll be at the pool when in reality I just wanted to go to my bfs house and watch a movie and spend some time alone. Unfortunently she decided to check and I wasnt there. I tried to cover it up but she knew I was lying. She completely lost her composure started yelling at me even slapped me an pushed me. She doesnt want me to see him ever again and threatened to not let me go anywhere. I guess its my fault I should have known better but I dont know how to act. I really care about my boyfriend but I cant see him withought lying to her. Yet she puts me in these positions where its so hard for me to be honest with her. I dodnt know what to do I feel so alone and worthless. I do lie to her I know that but its hard for me to be honest with her because she makes things so difficult. I know I made a mistake in the past but why should I have to pay for it constantly and be reminded of it everytime I go somewhere with my boyfriend. I'm 18 I have a right to date and do what I want in my presonal life however it seems my mom will not alow me that right until I'm on my own. I dont know what to do I feel really depresse and lonely. I know the lying is what got me in this possition but I just dont know how to be honest with her when she treats me like I'm a whore everytime I want to go out and try to be happy.