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Maybe it is self-loathing... I don't know.
Low self-esteem? Maybe.
Self-sabotage? Possibly.
I have given up hope of finding a mate now. I will accept it with open arms if it happens but I don't see a way it could.
I have now begun to avoid even looking at attractive females. Why?
Why would I look at something I cannot have? I never understood that.
I know, I do it just like everyone else... stare at, lust for, long for various people of the opposite sex. But why tempt yourself with something you cannot have?
I don't know how to talk to females, which is very sad considering most of my family are females. I don't know how to initiate conversations with anyone. Once you get to know me, you would probably like me (or at least not dislike me) but I can never get to that stage.
I don't know if I am looking for a solution or just ranting. Help would be great because I do not see a solution as I do not even understand the problem itself.
Low self-esteem? Maybe.
Self-sabotage? Possibly.
I have given up hope of finding a mate now. I will accept it with open arms if it happens but I don't see a way it could.
I have now begun to avoid even looking at attractive females. Why?
Why would I look at something I cannot have? I never understood that.
I know, I do it just like everyone else... stare at, lust for, long for various people of the opposite sex. But why tempt yourself with something you cannot have?
I don't know how to talk to females, which is very sad considering most of my family are females. I don't know how to initiate conversations with anyone. Once you get to know me, you would probably like me (or at least not dislike me) but I can never get to that stage.
I don't know if I am looking for a solution or just ranting. Help would be great because I do not see a solution as I do not even understand the problem itself.