grundel70
Well-known member
I am feeling exceptionally lonely today. This sadness is consuming me. I try to be positive, I try so very hard. I try to have a smile for everyone, try to offer a hand, a kind word, etc... But today I just can't seem to find it. My heart is so heavy, I can barely lift it. It drags me down, deeper and deeper.
Oh how I wish that someone was thinking of me, that someone was missing me. How I long for human contact right now. Not the contact like I have here at work or out at the gym...but meaningful contact. A hug. Maybe just some words or gestures to show that I mean something to someone.
I just want to see some sunlight for a change. Feel its warmth, even if it was for only a little while. I would like for someone to smile back at me when I go to the gym tonight or for a run...instead of avoiding or ignoring me.
I hope this passes soon. I want to find my smile again...I am afraid I may have lost it forever...
Oh how I wish that someone was thinking of me, that someone was missing me. How I long for human contact right now. Not the contact like I have here at work or out at the gym...but meaningful contact. A hug. Maybe just some words or gestures to show that I mean something to someone.
I just want to see some sunlight for a change. Feel its warmth, even if it was for only a little while. I would like for someone to smile back at me when I go to the gym tonight or for a run...instead of avoiding or ignoring me.
I hope this passes soon. I want to find my smile again...I am afraid I may have lost it forever...