heretostay
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ive been having one of those weeks...shitty. i cry randomly, feel alone, and get pissed off easily. i dont know what it is, i have no idea what's causing it. its pretty frustrating. i go to bed pissed off, i wake up pissed off, and i try to think as little as possible to keep my self manageable. im trying to go to school but its getting hard to motivate myself to go to class, and even harder to study. i just want to crawl in bed, go to sleep, and never wake up. i like to stay up at night when everything is asleep. i hate being awake during the day. i dont know why i have these slumps. there's nothing wrong with my life- in fact most people would want my life. i have a good life. but im miserable all the same. i just dont want to be here and i get so tired of trying to change my own mind.
I dont know how to get out of this funk, but im sure it'll pass. ive lived through many of these depression cycles, but for some reason whenever i get in one, i just feel like there's no hope- that im going to hate my life forever. im going to have to go back into zombie mode during the day so i dont think about how ridiculous everything is, how utterly pointless all this effort is.
I dont know how to get out of this funk, but im sure it'll pass. ive lived through many of these depression cycles, but for some reason whenever i get in one, i just feel like there's no hope- that im going to hate my life forever. im going to have to go back into zombie mode during the day so i dont think about how ridiculous everything is, how utterly pointless all this effort is.