ordinaryDude
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Life seems a chore to me. For being alive you need to eat, to eat you need earn money, buy food, prepare or cook them. To live as a human you need shelter, you need to keep it clean; you also need to maintain social norms in most cases, you need maintain relationship with your existing family, and if you try to keep them away, more often than not they feel hurt, so if you have some sympathy for others, you have to try to keep them happy.
So, it's like in every phase there's a lot of work in life, it's work work work, it's chore chore chore.
I feel sick of living, I actually do believe in a creator, but even praying to that creator seems like a chore to me.
If it wasn't for my parents, I'd seek ways to die, but I feel I'd be really hurting them if I die. On the other hand, I think I'm really afraid of death, it seems committing suicide takes a lot of courage. It's like now I'm really trapped in hesitancy.
So, do you ever feel this way? If you do, what do you do? Please give me some advice in making a decision.
So, it's like in every phase there's a lot of work in life, it's work work work, it's chore chore chore.
I feel sick of living, I actually do believe in a creator, but even praying to that creator seems like a chore to me.
If it wasn't for my parents, I'd seek ways to die, but I feel I'd be really hurting them if I die. On the other hand, I think I'm really afraid of death, it seems committing suicide takes a lot of courage. It's like now I'm really trapped in hesitancy.
So, do you ever feel this way? If you do, what do you do? Please give me some advice in making a decision.