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simpleliving
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I will keep it short, since this is just an intro which I will have to repeat anyway.
I am mostly lonely in terms of lacking a signifcant other.
I am reclusive, and living a boring repetitive life is completely fine by me. But I want to live the rest of my life with another person. Maybe I am selfish, but my parents aren't going to live forever. When they die, I will be truly alone. I don't want that to happen.
I have friends at college, but they are mostly temporary and shallow friendships. Once I stop seeing them, I pretty much ignore the fact that I ever met them unless they continue to keep on touch with me.
It's just that it takes me a ridicously long time to become close with another person. The only people I truly care about currently are my parents (since I have been around them since my birth), and my 3 year old cousin(since I have been around him since his birth). Then there is my older cousin which I see for about a week a year during summer vacation. I am not very close with my other relatives/friends.
I am mostly lonely in terms of lacking a signifcant other.
I am reclusive, and living a boring repetitive life is completely fine by me. But I want to live the rest of my life with another person. Maybe I am selfish, but my parents aren't going to live forever. When they die, I will be truly alone. I don't want that to happen.
I have friends at college, but they are mostly temporary and shallow friendships. Once I stop seeing them, I pretty much ignore the fact that I ever met them unless they continue to keep on touch with me.
It's just that it takes me a ridicously long time to become close with another person. The only people I truly care about currently are my parents (since I have been around them since my birth), and my 3 year old cousin(since I have been around him since his birth). Then there is my older cousin which I see for about a week a year during summer vacation. I am not very close with my other relatives/friends.