Jesse
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Well I'm not sure the exact age I was, but I think I was maybe 20. I'd never kissed a girl before and really I had become comfortable with being alone. I had always tried to get a girlfriend but never could. Well I met this girl on WoW. We became friends and after a year or so made plans to meet in real life. Well we went to the movies and I held her next to me and we were cuddling there and it felt like nothing I've ever experienced! Well we went through the night having a wonderful time and ended up at our hotel room... in the bed watching movies.
Believe me when I say I definately had no idea anything was going to happen. I volunteered to sleep on the couch...though I ended up in the bed Well we were watching movies and cuddling and..things started getting hotter and at one point she looked over at me and we kissed. My first kiss. It was amazing. I liked it!
Not that time, but after a few meetings we did end up making love. That relationship didnt work out, however.
Now I find that since I know what it feels like, no longer do I have the feeling of being comfortable with being single forever. It's like I was hooked. I was given a small taste and then it was all taken away. I miss it all. I want to hold hands again walking through the mall. I want to hold someone close in the movie theatre again. I want to kiss a lady again.
And I just think to myself, had I never experienced it, I would have remained content. With that contentment I was pretty happy. I wasn't lonely. But I kissed a girl, I liked it, and now I want more. Part of me wishes it never happened, but part of me will always love the sweet memories I experienced.
Believe me when I say I definately had no idea anything was going to happen. I volunteered to sleep on the couch...though I ended up in the bed Well we were watching movies and cuddling and..things started getting hotter and at one point she looked over at me and we kissed. My first kiss. It was amazing. I liked it!
Not that time, but after a few meetings we did end up making love. That relationship didnt work out, however.
Now I find that since I know what it feels like, no longer do I have the feeling of being comfortable with being single forever. It's like I was hooked. I was given a small taste and then it was all taken away. I miss it all. I want to hold hands again walking through the mall. I want to hold someone close in the movie theatre again. I want to kiss a lady again.
And I just think to myself, had I never experienced it, I would have remained content. With that contentment I was pretty happy. I wasn't lonely. But I kissed a girl, I liked it, and now I want more. Part of me wishes it never happened, but part of me will always love the sweet memories I experienced.