When I think about who I really have in my life, I get really sad. Sure, I have "friends" and a social life, and I keep very busy. I still feel like if I really needed someone, I would be stranded. I still don't have anyone in my everyday daily life to talk to. All of my so-called-friends have lives of their own and I am just someone to do things with. Even on reality shows about people who are so screwed up (intervention, true life, etc), they have families and close friends who are in their lives that care about them. Everyone I know has family to lean on, or real best friends. If I had an emergency, I don't know who I would turn to.
SO, if I am occupied, friendly, open, etc.. then why am I so lonely, why do I still feel like I have no one to count on, why am I still single?
SO, if I am occupied, friendly, open, etc.. then why am I so lonely, why do I still feel like I have no one to count on, why am I still single?