Hopefuldreamer
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I have really low self-esteem because I look like a man. I am not a pretty woman at all, and people have been telling me this since I was 12 years old. I've never been in a relationship because of the way that I look, and my I have developed social anxiety because of it. I am scared of going out in crowds a lot of the time. I try not to let my looks get me down too much since I know there is more to life than looks, but it's hard to meet people. I'm always nervous about going to social events in my city. I am part of meetup.com so that I can new meet new people since I have one friend in this city. However, I've only been to one meeting. It's hard to have both social anxiety and shyness. Even if I manage to work up enough nerve to go to a social outing, I can barely talk to anyone when I first meet them. I just wish so much I could get plastic surgery.