So finally after 10 years of on and off , I graduated university with computer science degree . it was my dream to graduate since i went back i worked hard for it specialy last semester where i left work and put all my time in study and graduating project , ieven hardly posted here anymore
and for first time in my life i stoped being depressed i had something to do i get up early motivated and go back home 5 or 6 pm and study.
so now i am suppoed to be proud and happy that i finally did it , but i feel nothing at all same feeling i always had depression sadness empty.
and now facing the fact that i cant find job in jordan in this economic situation . well atleast a job that has to do with what i studied. i dont wanna go to the old jobs i had in resturents etc.. whats the point of all my work i did
why i feel whatever i do things never improve . its just frustrating i am 28 years old now and i just finished uni . maybe i went back to uni for wrong reasons . i promised my father before he died that i fix my life and graduate . and i did but maybe i shouldnt i am too old for it maybe . all ppl applying for jobs are in there early 20's and the few companies than not looking for experienced like to hire young ones to train em etc...
its actualy even worst now since i got nothing at all to do . do i go back to old jobs do i stay looking for jobs for what i studied, i just have 1 million questions and i hate it , i am still lonely i am still bored . even after i have made my dream happen. what did i do wrong
and for first time in my life i stoped being depressed i had something to do i get up early motivated and go back home 5 or 6 pm and study.
so now i am suppoed to be proud and happy that i finally did it , but i feel nothing at all same feeling i always had depression sadness empty.
and now facing the fact that i cant find job in jordan in this economic situation . well atleast a job that has to do with what i studied. i dont wanna go to the old jobs i had in resturents etc.. whats the point of all my work i did
why i feel whatever i do things never improve . its just frustrating i am 28 years old now and i just finished uni . maybe i went back to uni for wrong reasons . i promised my father before he died that i fix my life and graduate . and i did but maybe i shouldnt i am too old for it maybe . all ppl applying for jobs are in there early 20's and the few companies than not looking for experienced like to hire young ones to train em etc...
its actualy even worst now since i got nothing at all to do . do i go back to old jobs do i stay looking for jobs for what i studied, i just have 1 million questions and i hate it , i am still lonely i am still bored . even after i have made my dream happen. what did i do wrong